Hey guys! Sakura102 here! And OMG, I know I haven't been on tackk for like forever! I know a lot of you guys are like, "OMG! Where did Sakura go? Did she get kidnapped? LIKE WHAT HAPPENED TO HER!!!!!". Please, don't freak out. I'm still living my life. My explanation is because of school keeping me and that they blocked tackk on my computer at school so I couldn't go on it anymore. So yea..but hey! I'm back! I'll try to make tackks more often for you guys, but sometimes I need inspiration which'll take a lot of time. Then of course you guys could always inspire me! You guys could inspire me to make more by either 1.) follow me 2.) give me awesome ideas 3.) talk to me (yes, that actually works) 4.) just keep being positive and live life! or 5.) you can send me inspiring photos. Either one of all 5 will do.
ANYways, this tackk isn't about my tackk life but about people's life in general. I just want to share my story of life. I'm not gonna give out like a lot of personal info (school, age, name, etc) so I'll keep it to a minimum. My life is short so far and I'm well under 20, but I've learned early that life isn't a piece of cake. I learned that life can be really on you. Life isn't that all easy. I know stories of people who have done suicide and I know people from school that did that. They didn't kill themselves, but they cut themselves. They couldn't handle all the pressure and bullying people did. They're like me. People would bully me and call me names because I was the only Asian who was Chinese. I had friends who would just tell and tell me to "get over it! You're overreacting!". I couldn't. My brain, and everyone else's works completely differently. One my closest friends is my boldest friend ever, she's fearless and doesn't care what people say or do to her. She's a really sweet girl. She's amazing. I've wished I could be like her, but I never have achieved that goal. I guess she's growing up and learning to live life like she's gonna die any second. Personally, I think that everyone deserves to think that way. People shouldn't judge you or look at you and say, "Hey, that's a weirdo kid right there. Let's be mean to them and make them cry! I don't even care/know that they commit suicide!". That's not cool. There are thousands of people who have created vaccines to cure death from terrible diseases. They are amazing people because of that, but there's not a vaccine to cure people from bullying and making others do suicide. People shouldn't do that. They're creating dead bodies that deserved to have another chance. Bullies are what drive them to do that. That's part of life. I too have once decided to do suicide. I tried it, it hurt, but I lived on because of my brain. My brain gave me thoughts of my family and friends just moaning in tears. I loved them too much to do so. I had friends though who would tell me that they wanted to kill themselves to make their lives easier. Their parents didn't even love them and that they didn't even care about them. I think that's wrong. They love you, but they're just having a hard time to tell you that. I once liked a guy and I thought "Hey, I really like this guy. But like I don't want to mess it up so I'll just be mean to him so he won't suspect a thing!" I was really stupid at the time. I would do so many things to him but eventually he found out. My anger flooded out instead of cooling my head and relaxing so yea..Yeesh! I now regret it so bad because now people tease me about it. It's no fun when tease and bully you, that's from experience. But I think that I deserve it because I was stupid and I did mean things to him. So I guess that's my punishment. But hey, I learned my lesson. The hard way. Oh well, I lived I learned! LIKE A BOSS! Yea, I'm that kind of girl. Anyways, another thing I learned about the wonderful but hateful life is that you can't always be someone you want to be. Some can achieve that but some at a terrible cost. I have this one friend who I think is like, "OMG! I gotta be her or else my life is ruined!" Yup! Me! The fantabulous dork Sakura. Thank you! Wait what? I get an award? For what? Oh yeah, for being the most stupidest and dorkiest girl alive. Thank you. But hey, look where that got me now. I know some of you may be laughing your heads off, but I know I'm stupid and dorky, but hey. Everyone is. And yes, you're going to be like "No no NO! I'm never going to be a dorky doofus who's incredibly stupid! No! I'm cool and swaggy and I'm smart!" Ha! I'd like to see you try. One day, you're gonna find that you were wrong and I'm gonna be doing the "You were wrong!" song. Yes, I will tease you, but you'll be laughing with me because you're well, human. Everyone is, so hey. Why worry so much? You got plenty of time left. Just think, someday you're gonna be amazing. You're gonna be a doofus and mess up in life, but when you get older you're gonna realize it's not all about being the cool idiotic person. No. Life is more than just that. You're not gonna be like, "Hey! I'm gonna go be an idiot and get drunk and damage myself...forever!" Please, put on your head correctly. You gotta grow up eventually. Maybe when you're dying you'll realize, but please don't die and just say "Sakura102 told me to die and realize that I'm not an idiot!" Please, don't do that. I don't want to be sued. PLEASE! I'm dying! NAH! I ain't gonna die so early, but hey. Everyone dies eventually. That's part of not being immortal! Anyways, that's bout like 1/4 of what I know about life. And let me tell you, I've been through ALL of this. I hate it, but I gotta live with it. So go live life and be proud of who you are!