Well...my boyfriend dumped me. Kicked me to the curb. Ran me over hung me out to dry. However you want to say it. And I have realized something. No-one is ever going to love me for who I am. Ever. People find out who I really am and they don't want me around. I feel so useless and pointless. Like I'm just standing in this world for no reason. Like I can't do anything right. And when I do TRY to do things right..people just shoot me down. I just..wish life was easier for me sometimes. I just wished some-one cared. And you know what? I am going to beat myself up about this and I'm going to keep doing it until it breaks me. Maybe then some-one will take the time to notice and say "All this time she was smiling and saying she was fine even great but she was lying." I just wish some-one would take the time..to just notice.
So yeah... theres the status update.