There's a simple yet amazing boy I met in an unexpected time of day.
The way he stared at me, damn it blows me away.
I spent my nights and days with him and I feel alive and bright.
He let me fall and dragged me into a deep and dark place,
I still feel his hurting words thrown into my face.
I wish I could tell him how much I miss him everyday
from sunrise till I close my eyes and in bed I lay.
I wish I could show him how much I love him in every way
that I am astonished with his flaws and the perfect words he say.
But he took away the wind of my sail
left a hole and put my heart in distress and in jail.
He simply walked away and with my enervated soul and teary eyes
with courage I asked him "why?"
He looked at me blankly and uttered
"Because I have to. because I need to
and it is the best thing to do..."