I know this isn't much and I'm sorry for asking you to stay up till midnight for Valentine's Day knowing we both have to get up early for work tomorrow, but yes, this is my Valentine's Day surprise love letter to you. So, hi, you gorgeous creature you. I have something to share. I found this accurate thought on Tumblr.
"I love you, but I’m mad at you is one of the most freeing, important things you can say in a stable relationship. Does that make sense? To know that you have the ability and the right to be mad at someone and know that it doesn’t mean things are over, that it doesn’t mean things are irreparable. That it just means I’m mad, but God, I love you. I love you. Now leave me alone."
Accurate, no? Haha that one is probably for me because I'm a clingy little girlfriend and more times than we can count (and I care to admit) I've been sunggodera for the pettiest of reasons (sometimes for no reason at all) and basically a pain your neck and often that makes you mad and we fight about it and yet at the end of the day, you tell me that you love me even while you're super angry at me. You love me. And that means so much to me and what I'm trying to say is that living in different cities and only getting to be with each other a few times every 2 or 3 or 4 months is sometimes crazy hard in a relationship but with you I found my place (I see your face) and it's nothing like I've ever known before, love is an open door. I'm sorry, I had to, it was right there. Going back. But with you, the fear of becoming a statistic of the long-distance-relationship-almost-always-never-works thing is actually starting to become non-existent. You make me not scared of the otherwise scary prospect of an uncertain future because you make me believe like hell that we are it. That this, and us, we are in it for the long haul and it's kind of everything one could ever ask for in the universe and I am just incredibly thankful for you.
I'm really looking forward to spending the rest of my Valentine's Days with you. *cough* flowers *cough* chocolates. And even if you don't, because you say you hate flowers, I love you. I love you so much more.