i don't like being broken.
I don't know but "someone" is actually making me feel happy. but i know i shouldn't feel this way because i know i will hurt myself again. and i'm incapable of healing a broken heart (again). i don't think i can handle that right know. but still, he's making me feel happiness again and i like that i just have to be careful because this "one-sided love" wont lead to anything but hurting myself.