What doesn't destroy you,
Leaves you broken instead.

I have an eating disorder. The eating disorder I have is that whether I'm hungry or not I can't really eat a lot. I can usually eat one small plate of food a day. If I eat more than that, I will get really sick.

Usually in estimation I can only eat about 1/2 of a McChicken, If I'm lucky I can eat a whole one without getting sick.

A lot of people look at me in disgust when they see me not eating and ask if I'm anorexic. Other people last year would go up to me in lunch and say, "Are you sure you want to eat today? You're looking a little chubby." And that would make me not eat.

A few years ago I was around 120 lbs.

Today, I am 15 years old and I am 93 lbs.

Many people tell me to be comfortable with who I am, but I'm still not. I always want to improve my body in some way. But, my doctor said that my eating disorder isn't too bad right now. But if I go down to 90 or below that... she's going to put me on pills to make me gain weight because after going lower than 90. I most likely won't be able to gain weight anymore.

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2 years ago
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:) Just be your self and be strong :)...I think that's good advice

2 years ago
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You're perfect the way you are :)

2 years ago
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Thank you. (: @DeathPrincess and @Luis_Duran_Vinyl

2 years ago
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You're welcome @AcidReignn :)

2 years ago
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@AcidReignn Welcome :P

2 years ago
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Stay strong twinnie. And just so you know, since your also like 4'7 the small amount of weight wont affect you as much yet, 96 isn't that bad but you need to keep trying to maintain weight, rather than gain it.

2 years ago
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@Morgan_Alyssa Thank you pretty twin. And I'm 93 lol. but my doctor said that if I go down to 90 or below I most likely won't gain weight anymore so my grandma is forcing me to eat more which makes me sick. But I'm trying to get a flatter stomach and smaller thighs so none of this is really working out. :/