Lately depression has been getting worse. It's in this time that I really need people here for me. The last time my depression was this bad was back when my friend committed suicide, and that was when I started up a bad habit..

I know that I can get past this again, I just really need some friends that will let me vent through and can make me smile and laugh, because I haven't been doing that much lately.

I've recently had a lot going on but I haven't told many people about it because I don't like being pitied or looked down upon, but I know now that I really need somebody there for me right now..

I would honestly, truly appreciate it if there was someone who would talk to me, someone that I can trust and won't tell anyone about this stuff. Someone that can be a true friend.

If there is anyone like that, please send me a private message, I would love to meet some new people, and know that I'm not the only one going through this. Thank you.