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If I could just give you a warm, tight hug right now, I would. But now I cannot. I can still remember when we accidentally met last year (July 27, 2013) on Hotel  Rembrandt during a meeting. I’m so excited to talk to you but we were both too busy. I texted you many times and you said we should meet during break time.  When you saw me that time, you hugged me so tight I thought I was going to blow up. And then, the last time I saw you on Ian’s house, we didn’t talk that much. You’re very quiet. But before I leave, you told me “Akin nlang pagkain mo, ha?”. When I got home, you tweeted me “Ang sarap ng pagkain mo”. Hahahaha!  I can still remember everything brotha. I never thought that was the last time I’m going to see you.. alive. I miss you and I love you, Jowie.