Since I was a young child I always wished that life would come easy. I realized the only way that would be possible was if I was perfect. I used to stress myself out to the point of tears and meltdowns trying to be perfect. Staying up all night doing school work because my days were filled with perfecting other things. I was attempting to balance all of life's facets at once for no one other than myself. The sad reality I faced was that I am not perfect and that total perfections in all facets of life is not attainable. It took time for me to accept this reality but the longing for perfection never left me. Therefore, if I could do one thing without failing I would be perfect. My kind of perfect. Accomplished in Spirituality, Music, Languages, Art, Relationships, LIFE...