Since she watched her mother die in front of her she isn't happy. At the beginning she is just waking up after all of this on a train. She was actually shot and was in a lot of pain.Although Its been a while since I read this so I can only remember the beginning. After she woke up on the train the are actually just about to jump off the train then they did they could hardly see. After that they all jump off and they can hardly see.